It was fascinating how Annabelle had half expected her old life to keep coming back, at least in flashes time and again, but they didn’t. Her past was in the past. She spent most of her year clearing it and true to Sandy’s guarantee, her past was buried forever. Sandy did clarify that her past memories would still be part of her personal history, a library of events. The difference here is that there would be no negative emotional pull attached to it. It presented as just another memory, one she could go back to at any time in the future if ever she needed it. It was fascinating how Annabelle had half expected her old life to keep coming back, at least in flashes time and again, but they didn’t. Her past was in the past. She spent most of her year clearing it and true to Sandy’s guarantee, her past was buried forever. Sandy did clarify that her past memories would still be part of her personal history, a library of events. The difference here is that there would be no negative emotional pull attached to it. It presented as just another memory, one she could go back to at any time in the future if ever she needed it. She let go of the belief that she would always be the same person she was and life was just the way it was. Now she totally proved to herself that she had changed her life phenomenally on so many fronts – relationship and career for starters! Annabelle also walked away from the fact that she was only entitled to a certain level of prosperity. She never realised that she had created an unconscious ceiling in her mind that was triggered by “lack” rather than “abundance”. They were her father’s pattern which she had unknowingly worn. Now she was ready to let go of them. Her financial target for the upcoming year was to earn loads more. The sky was the limit and visually she could see that leverage points of life when connected, would spur her forth exponentially. She was intuitively researching those building blocks that appeared when she searched. For instance, she applied for a dream job and that had come to her through a friend who had met someone at a dinner party. Knowing Annabelle was looking for a similar type of job she immediately called to let her know. This level of serendipity was a sign that she was in the flow of life and she would attract what was meant for her. She left behind her old behaviour of chasing after what she wanted. Instead now, she set her well-formed goals which included installing it in her unconscious mind. Then let it go! The Universe would bring it to her while she got into action preparing for the day when it would manifest. A polar opposite way of living her life. It felt lighter and more congruent than the stress, worry and chase. That was a way of being that she let go of this year. A big part of her life was control. She felt more comfortable when she orchestrated people and events even if it was a simple dinner party. Sandy had taught her how to let go and ask herself the “what if” question; WHAT IF IT DIDN’T HAPPEN THE WAY SHE PLANNED? WHAT WOULD THE WORST CASE SCENARIO BE? Interestingly, she felt her level of stress reduce when she did not have to worry about supporting the event energetically. She could use her energy to enjoy the night. Her friends too shared that they were less wound up around her. They could finally relax in her midst. She left behind the need for perfection and making things happen for others. Everyone had a part to play in the broad scheme of things. Let the entire orchestra play their instrument and create the music meant for that night. She quite liked the idea of “allowing” and let’s see what pans out. The semblance of mystery and illusion were also exhilarating! Looking back on the year before Annabelle felt she had crawled out from behind the stage screen. She hid there all her life and letting go of her fears, she pulled the curtain open. She was standing on stage now ready to play her song. Smiling, she walked ahead beaming with confidence as they new year welcomed her.
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SYLVIA FERNANDES
Sylvia is a qualified Neuro Linguistic Programming (NLP) Master Trainer. She started her business in Sydney and is now based in Singapore. Archives
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